only my dear lord knows his will.
sadly...things came like this, so no reason to keep it hidden,..and explain myself for my recent lack of chatting
Yesterday my Beloved Aunt passed away, at her 52 years old, she was always supportive and caring over her children and gradsons...rushing all over places after we received terrible news of her delicated state at the hospital.
she was recovering..she was getting better..and from a momment we though she would be back to say, I did it....in the end,..it didnt happened...didnt managed to see her or talk to her eversince she went into the hospital.. Just wished I could have been able to tell her..thank you for being there for my mother when I couldnt.
family gathered and we stayed all night praying for the long way she must follow now, supporting my poor cousins and little children, I couldnt stop thinking their terrible pain..not sure I would be able to face it when it happens to me and my siblings..cheking over my mother and how may it affect her...hoping she didnt fell ill..hoping she could manage it and dont fell down over any crisis..
Thaks to my lord shes doing fine..and hoping she can manage our lost in the following days.
barely could get some sleep over uncomfortble sofas, didnt got something to eat properly, some family discussions, lots of tears dropped.still sadden for the future to come.
the following days are uncertain of my mood, but if I got logged in and you guys wants to share a though you are welcome to do so.
Hoping all whats written here helps everyone to know whats happening to me for now ad I dont get the need to explaining over and over.
I wouldnt stream for a while, and not sure if I would draw much , so kindly asks for requests or anything alike to be left out of the conversation
Thank you kindly if you guys have reached to this part and you are free to leave respectful comments below